My True Paradox

Clarity
Echoes of meaning
Intelligence

Love
In the silence
Forgotten

Noise
Fog and mist
Screams

Fate
Making life easy
Lies

Missing
Your Imperfect life
Adoring

Drawing
A wondrous picture
Manually

Dreams
Of just you
Joy

Velvet
Your supposed flaws
Beauty

Sorrow
I am alone
Crowded

Clear
My shadowed path
Indistinguishable

Movement
So perfectly balanced
Tranquility

Home
Is with you
Undone

Silhouette
Of your form
Alone

Love
Still my Mystery
Unsure

Fallen
Risen
Silence
Screams
My true Paradox

His touch

His touch
Leaves a tingle over my skin
His kiss
A burn

His left hand
On the base of my spine
His right
Firmly holding mine

A movement
A twirl
A spin

His chest
Against my back, I can feel his heartbeat
His Shoulder
Solid yet Warm

His eyes
Are fire, a determination beneath a lie
His hair
Reflecting a golden light

A step
A stroke
A measure

His right arm
Holding me tight
His left
Holding me tighter

His Smile
Warming me in its glow
His legs
Firmly planted on the ground

No Footsteps
No roads
No wind

Music for my soul
Two bodies one essence
Absence of Dark
Yet not Vivid

Why I was crying

I cried and he touched my face
As the tears trace
Down his jaw
It was what I saw

He made me shed tears
Show him my fears
Only more violently
Insistently

My sobs made him shudder
When we could not utter
He saw the dove
Over and above

I felt like I was falling
As the pale bird was diving
I look at my beloved
He was all I loved

Why was I crying
I was not dying
I was so animated
I was elated

And he was breathing
Holding me unyielding
I was no longer descending
Nor was I rising

I was with my adored
I could not be bored
I could not be sad
I could not be bad

It was the present
And not the descent
The countryside was bright
Filled with his light

And then my reality
Was torn apart
As I awoke
So near yet so far